U R MY HEART & SOUL

Thursday, June 25, 2009

9:48 AM

Its been only 6 days after my aunty passed away.

She was my mum's eldest sister and she died at the age of 54.

She died of final stage of cancer.

Her last wish was her body to be brought to my mum's place.

She had been suffering from all sorts of illness with dialysis at home for the past six years.

All this while, it was my mum who had been looking after her till the day she closed her eyes...FOREVER.

My mum is the saddest person on earth.

She suddenly felt lonely with one burden less off her shoulder.

Nothing could ever replace the sadness and disappointment she is feeling rite now.

She still felt she have not had enough looking after her sickly sister.

She will cry every now and then and no one could ever felt the way she felt.

How I wish that I could do something to cheer her up.

To at least see her most genuine smile like she used to and not just some fake and cover up smile to hide her sadness.

My mind was so blank at the moment.

I noe that the misfortunet just happened and she had yet to get over it.
Nothing we comfort could ever make her forget it for once.

I simply pray that my mum will try to accept the reality and to just live on.

May my aunt soul rest in peace there. Amin.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

4:23 PM

Finally, I have change my blogskin.
Thanks to Eezah for lending me her skin code.
Sorry if it looks kind of similar but thats the best I can do.
Dun have a lot of time to change and be creative.
Simplicity is the word.