U R MY HEART & SOUL

Monday, April 20, 2009

9:39 AM

Do you noe how it feels when you have to keep a secret?
Sometimes you just have the urge to blurt everything out to someone near you...or even close to you.
That's how I am feeling rite now. Not that I am someone who cannot be trusted but...in mu opinion...
Good intentions are meant to be shared. If its for a good cause...then y not share it.
Maybe to the person it meants to be a surprise...but if the surprise really came as a SURPRISE to them to the extend that they cannot accept with the sudden surprise.
Or...The SURPRISE which they had created turn ugly or even uglier and much worse not according to plan...won't you feel regretful later on.

Gosh! I do not know for how long do I have to keep this secret. It may just be lost at the back of your mind without you realising it...but each time you meet up with the same person...the urge just came back again and you have to swallow it back...put it back at the back of your brain and let it got lost in your memory.

Its worst than a torture or even a break-up from your ex. This is tormenting....
AARRRGGGHHHH!!!