Wednesday, September 28, 2005
12:57 PM
Life is tOtaLLy unpredictable. It is totally unfair. One moment you are happy and content with what you are given, and the next moment without you realise it is gonna be gone. Why her again??? Why us again??? Why not someone else??? WHY???? Its a question which no one can answer. Even myself... Only tears can ease one pain that we are goin thru. It is totally unfair. When I am just about to go up to rise to my position, I am being shock with another news. It happen just so quickly. First my dad, then now, my Mum. Who else!!!! Only tears can only comfort myself. Who would have expect rite. My mum had cancer. Hw true can that be.I could not almost swallow the news that the doctor told me but for her sake, I have to put up on a brave front. I have to show her that I am strong and that she can rely on me. Her surgery is next week. Just counting the days. Still not confirm how serious her illness is till the results. Hw long will that be? After the surgery will be her treatment but that depend on hw serious her cancer cells are. After this wat else!!!!!! The test given to us is totally unpredictable. Totally unfair. Time again its us. When we are about to enjoy the fruit of our labour, things happen without any warning at all. WHY US!!!!!Endurance is all i can do for nw. Cousins, if you are reading this...I would like to thank you all in advance for the support that all of you are gonna give me. For nw, I am in need of that.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
10:07 AM
HeLlo tHere...Its bEen a Long Time sIncE i Blog aGaiN.. fIrstLy is because i have no time to update my blog coz i have loads of work to be done and also coz my office IE had been cut off by the stupid ex-developer!!! hAd a hectic weeks before and ahead of me soon...had 3 projects i am handling...Haiz... then preparing for my wedding... StresZZZZ....... cannt imagine myself becoming sm1 else wife... am the first frm my bunch of cuzzin... sad to leave my life... but.. always look on the bright side. Had tonnes of meeting lately and soon load also. Fasting mth cming soon... yAhoo... its time for me to shed sm fats off me. HaHaHa..wEll.. i hOpe to have the time to update my blog.. will update again... ciao..!!
Siti Zulaiha
Heart & Soul