U R MY HEART & SOUL

Saturday, September 20, 2008

10:16 AM

I really hate all this messed up that had been created.
I tot that things are already well planned and that it would go smoothly.
Though u spoke bad abt me...but i still forgive you for the reason wanting things to get done.
U promised and promised and each time, u broke it.

As for me, I am being caught in the middle having to resolve both sides and compromising with both of you.
But what do i gain in return?
When u promise for the last time that it would go smoothly, i am more than thrilled to hear it.
But who wld have guess, its all messed up again.
To you, its a small matter but for me, i have put in effort to liase with the two of you and this is what i get in return.
You are giving me another hard time and neither of you are willing to give and take.
Yes you drag too long to the extend that it gets on evryboy's nerve and even hers.
I can still tolerate while I can but for how long.

Can you pls get it done once and for all with the schedule and request given to you.
If not, all my effort wld have gone down the drain, pleading and smooth talking her all this while.
I am tired playing the goody-two shoes for the both of you.
Showing my true colours in not my niche and dun make me do it.
It will only lead to disastrous than resolvement.

There is a limit to my frustration and how i wished that I am not involve in this in the first plc.
But......wer can i hide as its part and parcel of my work and its so unfortunate that this had to happen.
JUST GET THE WORK DONE BEFORE IT BECOMES WORST.
You purposely doing it again and again due to the hatred to have on her.
I Am the VICTIM here and not both of u!

Its really frustrating when u try ur best to coordinate all the works but in the end, it will just get messed up, not due to my coodination but due to the people who refuse to cooperate.
I am tired of all this!
Pls end it soon so as I will not have any nightmares every nite.