U R MY HEART & SOUL

Thursday, April 03, 2008

2:58 PM

Head are heavy with alot of things. Things just don seem to go in the way. What exactly had happen? What had caused it to happen? Alot of thoughts goes thru the mind.....

Y?...Y us? Y not someone else? Its fated rite? Its already written? Why can't she just seems to see the problem there? Why just she see that it will only bring troubles to her? Making her life more miserable than ever...more pathetic than before. No one can help her now. How old are you to have all this burden thru inyour head? You should be enjoying life now than to go thru all the unnecessary burden caused by him. Its all useless now. You are nothing for now.

You turn to your family for help in return. Shock is what you gave them. Anger is what had been burning in them. Hatred...had grown ever bigger than ever. All his sweet talks are nothing but empty and craps. Y do you still have to cling to him. U ignore all advices given to you and even turn away your family members. He sucks you till dry...but u still defending him.

I guess like people say...LOVE IS BLIND. This is indeed BLIND. This is even more blinder than a blind man. Even a blind man you can help them to lead the way...but not for you. You refused to be lead but instead follow your heart. Nothing in this world can stop you. Its like it is the world of you and him only and no one else....

Please...for once in your life...open your eyes bigger than ever. Open your heart bigger. Purify the stained heart to a pure and beautiful one. Its only then that you will see how beautiful the world is and you would regret for all the past mistakes for all that you have done. It may takes a while for you to change...but at the end of the day...your family members are the only ones that lead you patiently.

I wish you all the best but I would pray that things would turn out well with yourself...without him (the bastard) in your life.