U R MY HEART & SOUL

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

9:34 AM

I din blog much this days. Nothing to update recently except for the flu epidemic that I have been having which do not want to go away. So rite nw...my most beloved chubby son had nearly contracted the flu frm me....Oh pls...avoid the virus frm him.

Am I hoping for a miracle to happen? I do not know what had happen. My mind just could not get away frm it. I have been thinking...thinking hard enuf that I seem to be yearnig for it. I am looking forward to it each day ever since....What is happening? My heart is beating faster than ever...Someting is telling me not to think abt it...but the urge just keep on coming. I am not who I used to be....no longer the same one...

I guess...it doesn't hurt to just keep it as a memory...hopefully someday...something would make me forget it. The joy & laughter togather...the pain & hurt togather...

I guess it just me... & me alone...