U R MY HEART & SOUL

Monday, April 28, 2008

10:37 AM

Celebrated my darling B'day at Swensen on 25 April 2008. Had dinner, juz 3 of us, at Suntec City. Quite a crowd there..after which after dinner we proceed to Carrefour to source out for some potential items for our house. But before that, in the afternoon, I managed to get the DJ from Ria to call my darling to wish him birthday LIVE on air *wink* *wink*. He dumbfounded!!! Hahaha...a surprise for you. The day before, Nini & Nana made for him a b'day card each...haha..so cute the card turn out to be..self made huh!!!

Some pics we took...

Swensen @ Suntec City

Our Food

My Crayfish pasta

Tucking to my food!

Enjoying the spread!

Sleepy Aniq

My 2 boys...! Love yous

The so-called b'day cake.
We decided to buy ice-cream & Aniq enjoyed it very much!

Sorry for the blur image but manage to capture his cute movement.

Haha...he is playing CHAK!!!

Thursday, April 24, 2008

1:46 PM

Yahoo...!!!Finally I have finished clearing my piled-up in tray to their designated files. So typical habits of mine. Haiz...preparing for the Annual General Meeting in end June! Prep already starts now...preparation of documents and such..*sigh*

Well..soon my life would never be the same as before. I would be independent soon...arranging my family life...arranging the future of my own family. Taking care of my own home especially after a hard day work. Though, even rite nw...it had not been an easy life as it used to be.
I have an option to make...to employ a maid...or..not to employ a maid...*sigh* Expenses going up instead of going down.
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Mum hasn't been in the good of health. Wat more with the mischievious grandson on hand...what more can she ask for...
*tink**tink*...Hubby B'day tomorrow...Wer shld I bring him to for dinner. He took leave tomoro..hehehe...but am working as I cannot afford to take leave again. Wat surprise to give him tonite huh???LAst year was mini-cake...this yr..dunno wat!!!!

Anyway... A HAPPY ADVANCE B'DAY DARLING!!! muakZZZZ...

Monday, April 21, 2008

2:10 PM

Alhamdullilah..My mum is back from the hospital after being admitted for 3 days. So lucky that her fever went down but her Bp is still not constant. But she still complain of her stomach pain due to the operation she had. Poor Mum! had to go thru 3 operations in all her life. Hopefully..this is her last oprations. No more for her please. She is not as strong as she used to be.

Thank you all for your doa to my mum. Appreciated very much. Thank you for making the time to visit my mum in the hospital or at hm. Thank you once again.

Good News!!! I am getting my house keys soon. Yay!!! My appointment is set on 29 April 2008...gosh..My 2nd year wedding annivarsary! Hahaha...So coincidence I plan to take the whole day leave as Aniq had doctor's appointment. Hahaha...So happy.!!!Getting my own house soon!!

So peeps...start planning for the gifts you are getting me yar!!! Hahaha...

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

9:34 AM

I din blog much this days. Nothing to update recently except for the flu epidemic that I have been having which do not want to go away. So rite nw...my most beloved chubby son had nearly contracted the flu frm me....Oh pls...avoid the virus frm him.

Am I hoping for a miracle to happen? I do not know what had happen. My mind just could not get away frm it. I have been thinking...thinking hard enuf that I seem to be yearnig for it. I am looking forward to it each day ever since....What is happening? My heart is beating faster than ever...Someting is telling me not to think abt it...but the urge just keep on coming. I am not who I used to be....no longer the same one...

I guess...it doesn't hurt to just keep it as a memory...hopefully someday...something would make me forget it. The joy & laughter togather...the pain & hurt togather...

I guess it just me... & me alone...

Friday, April 11, 2008

1:23 PM

I am feeling sick rite nw. Am having flu...ARGH!!!!

Poor hubby! Had to look after Aniq at nite coz I am feeling lousy already. Can't afford to take MC or leave as I need them badly later. AM feeling damn lousy nw at work.

I am feeling very sick...ARGH. My brain is nt functioning rite nw. Hw to do work....Raining sm more. Haiz....

3 more weeks to my 2nd year anniversary. Hehehe...have yet to plan for nting but still have to tink of smting. Juz can't wait to get my house key soon... Hehehe...

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

12:05 PM

A BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT TO MY SISTER, AISHA & MY COUSIN, RAMZAH a.k.a JAJA.

MAY YOUR WISHES COMES TRUE & MAY YOU BOTH HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE AHEAD.

Nothing much to update lately. My boss offer me a position as Condo Manager (CM) at a new site which he is confident to get. I laugh it off the first time but then i give it a thought and why not I try it out. Should have the experience you noe.

Today, my mum is due for check-up at Polyclinic. Took half day off to accompany her. Tomorrow, she had to go to KKH for her another chk-up and to schedule for her operation. I pray that everything would turn out well for her and she is able to move about soon. Bibik Lin send me an email yesterday on cancer. Thanks bik for the useful forward. Appreciate it.

Tings dun turn out the way you usually plan for. Its one after another. Lucky for me, I got the support from my beloved hubby. Thanks for understanding darling. I love you so much. Fortunately, Afiq is mature enuf to know what had been going on. I envy his maturity at such a young age though he still act childish. Hahaha...dats my bro.

Thanks cousin & all for the support that all of you have given to my family all this while. * Semoga Allah membalas semua niat baik kamu semua* Thank you once again.

So unexpected, Nana & family came over to my house on Saturday. Bibik bawak kan chng tng. So sweet that I pour some water in it. Cannot drink cold. Hahaha...Sori Mamang, I bought your fave car...hehehehe...if you want we can trade for one day for you to try...hehehe...Cantik kan...heheh...I know...Hahaha...

Well then...I guess thats all for now.

Friday, April 04, 2008

2:53 PM

Here's another latest update about my beloced son.

He is now getting noisier than ever!!! He would scream at people even his father if he is not satisfied with them. He would even scold them if they ever try to disturb his peace including his very garang grandfather. He loves kid.

Should see his reaction if you ever got the chance soon.

Cousin...gathering when? Miz ya all....Outings!!!! Its been long tkde whole family gathering. Bored Lar!!!

Thursday, April 03, 2008

2:58 PM

Head are heavy with alot of things. Things just don seem to go in the way. What exactly had happen? What had caused it to happen? Alot of thoughts goes thru the mind.....

Y?...Y us? Y not someone else? Its fated rite? Its already written? Why can't she just seems to see the problem there? Why just she see that it will only bring troubles to her? Making her life more miserable than ever...more pathetic than before. No one can help her now. How old are you to have all this burden thru inyour head? You should be enjoying life now than to go thru all the unnecessary burden caused by him. Its all useless now. You are nothing for now.

You turn to your family for help in return. Shock is what you gave them. Anger is what had been burning in them. Hatred...had grown ever bigger than ever. All his sweet talks are nothing but empty and craps. Y do you still have to cling to him. U ignore all advices given to you and even turn away your family members. He sucks you till dry...but u still defending him.

I guess like people say...LOVE IS BLIND. This is indeed BLIND. This is even more blinder than a blind man. Even a blind man you can help them to lead the way...but not for you. You refused to be lead but instead follow your heart. Nothing in this world can stop you. Its like it is the world of you and him only and no one else....

Please...for once in your life...open your eyes bigger than ever. Open your heart bigger. Purify the stained heart to a pure and beautiful one. Its only then that you will see how beautiful the world is and you would regret for all the past mistakes for all that you have done. It may takes a while for you to change...but at the end of the day...your family members are the only ones that lead you patiently.

I wish you all the best but I would pray that things would turn out well with yourself...without him (the bastard) in your life.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

10:19 AM

Had been long since I blog.

Here's my update.

Had not been doing much lately. Work, Hm & Work. As it is no secret anymore, YES! We change car to Hyundai Verna. An auto car...Hahaha...a bit akward at first coz not used to it. But then...have to adapt to changes. Had to sell off the old car before it gives more prob to us. No pics to update as you had to see for yourself.

Abt my mum, her operation had to be postpone as her BP shot up high on the day that she is supposed to be admitted. She must be feeling scared I guess. Postpone to another date but dunno when as her BP is still on the high side. Already advice her not to go KL if she has not recover fully. PPl there should understand rite.

My bro, Afiq got into ITE Simei in Network Security Technologies. New course so not so sure what the course about.
Aisha, got into Ngee Ann Polytechnic in Nursing course. Doing her Diploma finally... At last she is being sensible enough. Hahaha...she tot that she can wear heels to school...but so unfortunate that her building is at Blk 81....hahaha...up the hill and down. If she dun lose weight, I oso dunno what to say. But told her to take the short cut from SIM as it is much nearer.

As for my beloved baby, Aniq. ARH...he is getting more and more active. He learnt a new skill...that is clap hand. He likes to imitate ppl action oso. And his eating is getting more. Can see that he loves kids and would try his best to fit in the group. (like as if he know) Hahaha....His favourite past time is to go to the kitchen. Had learnt to master grabbing anything from tiny ants to other loads. My magazine had become...god knows what it is...in his hand.

As for me...work still not so bad lar. Coping with each day....Guess that's all for today yar!