Wednesday, September 28, 2005
12:57 PM
Life is tOtaLLy unpredictable. It is totally unfair. One moment you are happy and content with what you are given, and the next moment without you realise it is gonna be gone. Why her again??? Why us again??? Why not someone else??? WHY???? Its a question which no one can answer. Even myself... Only tears can ease one pain that we are goin thru. It is totally unfair. When I am just about to go up to rise to my position, I am being shock with another news. It happen just so quickly. First my dad, then now, my Mum. Who else!!!! Only tears can only comfort myself. Who would have expect rite. My mum had cancer. Hw true can that be.I could not almost swallow the news that the doctor told me but for her sake, I have to put up on a brave front. I have to show her that I am strong and that she can rely on me. Her surgery is next week. Just counting the days. Still not confirm how serious her illness is till the results. Hw long will that be? After the surgery will be her treatment but that depend on hw serious her cancer cells are. After this wat else!!!!!! The test given to us is totally unpredictable. Totally unfair. Time again its us. When we are about to enjoy the fruit of our labour, things happen without any warning at all. WHY US!!!!!Endurance is all i can do for nw. Cousins, if you are reading this...I would like to thank you all in advance for the support that all of you are gonna give me. For nw, I am in need of that.
Siti Zulaiha
Heart & Soul